My first experience as bliss, as being part of the whole
We moved to another house, when I was 3 or 3,5 years old. Here I became very quick friends with a little neigbour girl, Erna. We met very often before school, then in summer early autumn this was not a big deal… We enjoyed going in the forest behind our street. Just having adventure.
One morning, I was awake very early, I must have been 4 and a bit. This I know because Erna had left our street in that summer, and we were not on school yet.
But that morning it was winter, and I went out of the house, to go to the forest, which started almost immediatly behind our house.
And all was white, snow white, I was so trilled to be in this fresh, clean white landscape, totally changed, never seen befor like this.
As I turned to go back home again, I saw these footsteps, only these footsteps, it took a while to figure out that these where my footsteps, and this blissed feelling of being the first one who experienced this beautiful world was so great, I was so full of thankfullness, I knew this was a present of nature for me just for me. And this was the first conscious knowing that I´m part of nature. That all is one.